About a year ago, FBG Kristen posted about her “normal,” and it’s a post that’s always stuck with me. Perception and our experience is everything, even with workouts. And lately, my normal had been a little yoga, tough, high-intensity workouts and running.
In fact, in the month before getting a stress fracture in my foot, I accomplished three big feats for me: I qualified to not just complete but to compete in this, I was able to do three handstand push-ups in a row (overcoming my fear!), and I finally built the strength up to do a couple of dead-hang pull-ups. And I felt pretty invincible—and deeply proud and confident in my ability to work toward something and achieve it. And then the stress fracture came, limiting all of my activity to low-impact with minimal toe flexion. Which means no Throwdown in the compete category (I’ll have to modify many moves) and no real training for the upcoming Dirty Girl Run (by the way, still plenty of time to sign up for our team and run with us—DGKCBLOGGUEST1 is the discount code!)—and maybe no running or certain obstacles for that either. Bummer.
But it got me thinking; the only reason I’m bummed about this is because my perception of what I should be able to do is different than my current reality. My “normal” has changed, and I’m the one sitting here and judging that it’s not as good as my usual normal. But is that really the case? Not in a million years would I ever tell someone to NOT listen to their body, modify or walk if they needed to. I mean, goodness, we blast workout DVDs all the time for not showing modifications or making things beginner-friendly or giving low-impact options. So, why the heck am I not taking my own advice?
Like Kristen said, your normal is your choice. And right now, I’m choosing to see this break as an opportunity to cut through my own notions of what it means to be “fit” for myself. Modifying and walking these events doesn’t make me any more or less awesome, nor does it make me any more or less of an FBG. After all, we come in all shapes, sizes and abilities—and I’m reminding myself that that mission applies to me, too. Walking or running, box-jumping or step-ups, we’re all being active. There’s no “right” way to do it—just do the stuff you love and that your body allows you do to, no matter where you are on your fitness journey.
I’ve committed to loving myself and my body no matter the number on the scale for years, but now I’m learning to do the same, injury or no-injury. And it’s a process, but through seeing my new normal in a new light, I’m looking forward to these events. Who knows what I’ll notice while walking that I wouldn’t see when running or what new walking friends I’ll make and be inspired by or how my inner strength will change by being more flexible to life’s little challenges. So, yeah, this new normal, is becoming more “normal” and lovely by the minute.
Have you ever had to step back and follow your own advice? Ever adapted to a new “normal?” Would love to hear your experience! —Jenn